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  • Renaming Twitter to X is yet another move that I myself would have made when I was eleven.

    That year I chose a username for abovetopsecret.com, and the best I could come up with was themaster. But that was already taken, so I tried themastermaster.

    Shoot me: that was my handle till mid-college.

    → 4:51 PM, Aug 19
  • I’ve been having lots of good ideas for things to blog about, from little tweet-length things to full essays. For the most part I neglect to write them down, and then I forget the ideas entirely, and that’s that.

    → 4:29 PM, Aug 19
  • Found this in a stack of photos my grandma took. On the back it says, “We saw the fireboat.”

    → 8:15 PM, Aug 17
  • I like how the house my dad built kind of looks like a shogun’s keep.

    A photo of a house under a dramatic sky, with small plants in the foreground.
    → 11:14 AM, Aug 15
  • As I listen to more Hermanos Gutiérrez, I have to say, their debut album has an almost platonically perfect cover:

    The cover of El Camino De Mi Alma by Hermanos Gutierrez, showing a white pickup truck against a blue sky, with pink text above.
    → 10:43 AM, Aug 11
  • My brother’s partner put on some music, and I was like, Cool, some “Wicked Games” vibes, love this. And then I was like, What are you doing, fool, ask what it is!

    Hermanos Gutiérrez, it turns out. On repeat, on my ears.

    → 10:11 AM, Aug 10
  • England is a country that takes its hydrangeas extremely seriously, and, you gotta hand it to them, very good hydrangea.

    A photo of hydrangeas A photo of hydrangeas A photo of hydrangeas A photo of hydrangeas
    → 10:05 PM, Aug 9
  • Just realized that everything they say about Scorpios, it’s actually hella true of Libras, we’re just a lil sly about it.

    → 11:03 PM, Aug 8
  • I’ve decided to experiment with cross-posting image-only posts from Jasperland to Instagram. Definitely playing with fire: I’m a like-addled social media junkie, 7 years sober from the ‘Gram. Initial impression: woof, that timeline has become absolutely choked with ugly auto-playing videos and ads.

    → 2:40 PM, Aug 8
  • Platforms may cannibalize what came before, but eventually they generate their own formats:

    • • Spotify started with CD culture, ended with bland “mood” playlists full of 90-second vibe-clones

    • • Google started with the open web, ended full of bland, SEO-optimized pap

    • • Amazon started with books, quickly added 100% of physical culture, and ended with endless fake-sounding SEO-optimized pseudo-products

    • • Ebooks started with the vast catalog of all books ever written, ended with direct-to-ebook authors cranking out 6+ novels a year to keep their speedreading fans satisfied

    Of course the cannibalized thing usually persists, impoverished but still alive albeit continuing to be cannibalized. How interesting, though, to look directly the formats generated specifically for and by these platforms. We should pray that the places we go for culture in the next twenty years call forth formats that feel less hollow, less joyless, and less “optimized” than these.

    → 2:31 PM, Aug 8
  • Mendocino, August 2023

    → 10:04 PM, Aug 6
  • One of my favorite things about public school classrooms is the way particularly cool print objects persist over the decades, passed from one teacher to the next, to the next. I was extra delighted to find that my dad’s late-70s map of Mendocino County persists in a 6th-grade classroom in Mendo:

    IMG 9727
    → 2:54 PM, Aug 6
  • A writer in this weekend’s workshop expressed a pet peeve against the word “that”. Said she searches her draft for the word and excises it. She called me out for being a big “that”-er.

    Huh?!

    “That” is one of the great pronouns, a key glue word, a ligament. It’s indespensable. And that’s that.

    → 2:38 PM, Aug 6
  • I love writing essays and poems, but maybe it’s just because I’ve figured out how. Or because they reward a try-hard like me. Writing in the literary forms of this century—“blog voice,” “Twitter voice,” “newsletter voice”—feels more challenging. Is it because they require a hard-to-fake breeziness?

    → 10:57 AM, Aug 6
  • Great explanatory power in Talia Lavin’s latest, “The Christian Right’s Deal With the Devil”:

    Political attitudes and policies that can seem inexplicable and monstrous from the outset always have their reasons, their own internally coherent logic, even if those reasons seem outrageous to outsiders.

    If we want to understand today’s religious right, Talia argues, their actions make a lot more sense when you realize that for millions, the Satanic Panic never actually ended.

    → 10:47 AM, Aug 6
  • I have a confession. I am the “J” who recommended this story about Florida’s free Wikipedia content hiring someone to move massive blocks.

    Screenshot 2023 08 01 at 1 08 58 PM

    The singularity, it is near.

    → 1:13 PM, Aug 1
  • Grateful for “Fatphobia is the literary world’s final frontier” by Emma Copley Eisenberg. Like anyone, I love a good literary typology. But also, man, becoming aware of fatphobia both internal and societal is such a gauze-lifting-from-eyes experience. (One I want to write more about myself.)

    → 9:48 PM, Jul 30
  • Stroud, July 2023

    A photo of a stone orba with lichen growing on it
    → 10:21 AM, Jul 30
  • Online Search and Muscle Memory

    Finding things on the internet has always been one of the main problems and promises of the worldwide web. For the last two decades, though, a single search engine, Google, has so dominated this space that its name is now the verb for “look something up online.” But history hasn’t ended, and Google has become markedly worse. For some of us, it’s time for a new search engine, and I think I may have found the one.

    But first, let me back up.

    Do you remember the internet of the late ’90s? That was when I first got online, and back then the main way I found stuff online were the search engines Lycos and Altavista. Those were what my dad used, so I followed his lead. My research needs were pretty simple: pictures and diagrams of castles. Generally, the search engines succeeded in turning them up for me.

    In the early 2000’s, as a preteen, I started finding the limitations of these search engines. But just around that time, Google came on the scene, and I moved over with everyone else. This new search engine provided an amazing experience: finding precisely what I was looking for. Even when I just had a hunch that something specific should exist, Google would often find it for me within a few queries. It permitted a truly awesome level of granularity.

    If anything, Google was too good at finding things. No longer was I randomly encountering the bizarro cruft of the internet, which had always been part of the fun of wandering around online. Even as I had this new superpower, I could feel something being lost. So I seized on the Stumbleupon browser extension (RIP) as soon as I heard about it, and as a high schooler I spent countless hours after school parachuting into random corners of the web.

    But always, for search, Google.

    Twenty years later, though, and Google has become absolutely choked with ads. I’ve learned to pause before clicking on the first hit. No longer can I feel confident that Google has surfaced what I want. Instead, I pause and take a moment to steer around all the crap that advertisers have paid to place between me and what I’m looking for. I carefully squint to see the tiny “Sponsored” label, which seems designed to be so small and unassuming that it’ll trick me into thinking it’s a “real” search result. And it surely is designed for that exact purpose—after all, search ads are set up so that if I do click on the ad, the advertiser will pays Google $.67 (the average) or $5 or even sometimes $50 or more.

    A screenshot of the first two pages of Google search results, with arrows pointing to each instance of the label "Sponsored"

    What to do about this? A few years back I tried out a search engine called Neeva for a while. (The journalist James Fallows was a big fan.) But Neeva never did the trick for me, and well before the search engine bit the dust this May, I myself abandoned it and went back to Google.

    In the raft of post-mortems following Neeva’s closure, though, I heard about another pay-to-use search engine. (Via John Gruber.) This one shares with Neeva the dubious distinction of having a clumsy name—it’s called Kagi—but in every other way I think it’s better.

    I’ve been using Kagi for a few months now. And I have gradually, grudgingly, come to feel that it’s a worthwhile way to spend $5 month.

    Screenshots of the first two pages of Kagi search results showing that no results are sponsored

    The main thing that makes Kagi leagues better than Google (2023 version) is its total lack of ads. It can’t be overstated how much of a difference it makes to use a search engine that has a business model centering your search experience rather than one premised on selling ads against your eyeballs.

    At the same time, I appreciate that Kagi is not trying to be a precise but ad-free clone of Google. Instead, the team behind it seems to be working in their own way to try to make the best search engine. They provide different search filters you can customize. Results get automatically broken out into “Discussions” and “Listicles” and other useful categories. Image search becomes a gallery. There is an AI-generated summary that’s a click away for any search. And so on. There are many features I haven’t had the time or need to try yet. But basically: the Kagi team really does seem to be taking their best shot at making a great search engine.

    Is it better than Google across the board? I think it’s up and down. Usually, it just works for me. Sometimes when trying to find something very specific, I do find myself having to turn back to Google. But other times I come away feeling like I wouldn’t have found the thing I ended up using, or have found it as quickly, without Kagi.

    My main criticism is its pricing model, which is needlessly confusing:

    The Standard plan offers 300 searches for USD $5 per month. This plan is suited for users who are new to paid search engines and are looking to own their search experience.

    The Professional plan offers 1,000 searches for USD $10 per month. This plan is suited for internet professionals and developers who are prolific and advanced search users.

    …

    Pay Per Use Enhancement

    The Standard and Professional plans both feature Pay Per Use options within the Billing Settings. Searches beyond the monthly included searches, are priced at 1.5 cents per search. There are two limits that you can set to control your cost:

    • The soft limit triggers a notification regarding pay-per-use cost

    • The hard limit prevents further searches so you do not incur additional costs.

    That is so confusing and arcane. And worse, pay-per-search makes it seem like you should be miserly with actually using Kagi. Do they really want to incentivize users to not use their tool?

    Happily, I can report that even if you think you use search all the time, you should just select the $5/month version and continue on your merry way. I have yet to hit their limits, and even if I do, they’ll just charge me a few bucks extra that month. Whatever.


    The biggest, best thing about Kagi has been feeling my muscle memory shift back to an earlier, less defensive way of being. I have slowly shed my instinctive distrust of the first result. I don’t find myself looking for those little “sponsored” tags. And consequently, search has become less of a chore, less of a hassle, and more of a pleasure.

    Sophomore year of college, I figured out that the university library’s card catalogs had been shoved into an old hallway and were still accessible, despite having been replaced years before by a digital catalog. I would sometimes go and browse the contents of these handsome old walnut cabinets for twenty minutes or an hour, looking up my current interests and seeing what titles I might find adjacent, and what further notes I might find on the cards. It was curiously satisfying. A few times, I did find a book that I’d go chase down in the stacks, but more often I just enjoyed surveying the titles and keywords and generally getting the intellectual lay of the land.

    Kagi isn’t as inefficient as that old card catalog. It’s a fully functional search engine of the ’20s. But using it does have some of the same feeling of engaging with information in an older, less adversarial way. You pay $5, and in return you aren’t subjected to Google’s intrusive surveillance ad-tech and in-your-face ads. Google, by contrast, pockets $21/month/user, mostly from ads.

    The big takeaway? Kagi is a search engine that doesn’t make you feel like you are the ore in an elaborate mining operation. Instead, a bit surprisingly, it feels like a small gift to yourself.

    → 3:00 PM, Jul 29
  • Noyo, July 2023

    → 12:17 PM, Jul 29
  • London, July 2023

    → 6:54 AM, Jul 9
  • Leave behind your ego,

    Of superego be rid.

    Only bring government-issued

    You—unbridled, real id.

    → 4:23 AM, Jul 8
  • Did I just get fat shamed by a literal PAPER BAG???

    → 2:59 PM, Jul 5
  • Yesterday we drove from LA to Mendocino. Stopped in Petaluma for burritos, and noticed: more than 50% of the men in line were wearing shorts, and not athletic shorts or swim trunks but tailored shorts with belt loops and zippers.

    NorCal I missed you!

    I of course was wearing shorts myself.

    → 9:31 AM, Jul 2
  • Need an LA retelling of Give a Mouse a Cookie.

    Give a Cop a Helicopter

    → 8:12 PM, Jun 29
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